April 19, 2010
Having Faith that i will make enough art in the time before the art show. Take the time to make the art I need. Do not be afraid of what I might produce. Just produce what I feel and what comes to mind. Fields of flowers, houses, foxes representing sin. I feel i am making prgress. as i conclude, my imagination soars. what i could produce and what i do make is no difference. it is all the same in that i make things for the sake of producing. i make things for the sake of representation. youthfuly divided in an intercept because of naivity and roadblocks. roadblocks blocking my ways on the clear narrow path of creation. they take away from nyour freedom. the urge to feel you need to shout to make a point is a hurtful attempt at regisration in the “you are right” office. so i will not shout in my art, i will not be prideful with my art because once you begin to be pridefu in the process of art making, your art becomes prideful and how obvious and painstakingly naive is prideful art? by the time you make it it is already done. you cannot add to it any more because it has what is already boastfully consists of. so, do not make prideful art. i feel i do not make prideful art. i feel my art is peaceful and consise. i feel i am making art that will represent my time here in wissahickon and during the time i am experiencing now as a youth precisely. it is youthful yet mature, dark and preceptive, new and old at the same time.
